Dear Admin,
@Arkham @0X0XRhea @IDK-
I completely understand your suspicion, and looking at it from your perspective, I realize how terrible and malicious it looks. You are entirely right to be strict about this, and I am not here to make excuses for using such a horrific word.
I want to be 100% transparent with you about what happened. I was privately venting to a friend about a user who was harassing people on the platform. In my frustration, I tried to reference a viral sociopolitical quote/meme from my country (by an Indian politician named Owaisi) regarding the double standards of harassment against men and women. I stupidly translated the quote word-for-word into English, which included that highly sensitive word.
If it looked like I was trying to bypass the filter, it wasn't out of malice or trying to sneak a bad word past you. I was just typing blindly in a state of frustration without thinking about how triggering, severe, and completely inappropriate that vocabulary is for an online community. It was incredibly immature and tone-deaf of me to use that word under any context, even as a translated quote.
This website is my favorite place to hang out, and I have spent countless hours here making genuine friends. I have never had a history of being toxic or creepy. I messed up badly out of sheer ignorance, not bad intent. I am deeply sorry for breaking your rules and causing this issue.
I am ready to accept any warning or temporary probation if you could please consider giving me one final chance. I promise you will never see any filtered words or rule-breaking behavior from me again. Thank you for your time and for reading this.